When it comes to relationships, I always get afraid and try to find any reason not to like the person. But then I grow to realize what they really mean to me, and thats about when they leave me. Relationships are weird, maybe thats why after 3 of them, I’m so scared of this 4th one.
im really attracted to guy’s body oder, i have no clue why. even when it smells kinda bad. something about it, haha. im weird
When I’m alone in my room listening to music, I break out the Lotus Flower dance. But then I stop because I think that there’s a camera watching me:P
I love when I grate garlic and then my hands smell like garlic for like a day or 2. :D
So I really really love my bestfriend. I wish so badly I could be with him. He says he likes me but doesn’t think it’s the right time to together. So I tend to act like an asshole a lot because I guess I’m mad or upset that the fact that I can’t have him. He’s always liking other guys, always straight guys, and becomes so involved with them and starts to believe they’re gay. Then he always gets hurt when he finds out they are not. And he thinks guys are assholes, but I wish so badly he would give me a chance so I can show him how he should be treated. I don’t know, this bothers me everyday. I have never liked another guy besides him:P
I love to drink. The funny thing is that I’m a cheap ass drunk. Really, it doesn’t take me much to get drunk. But I honestly drink as often as I can, and steal it front my parents when ever I can. I just find drinking so much fun, even when I’m alone. Over summer I finished a bottle of vodka and tequila on my own in about a week period while watching stupid movies late at night. There’s a lot of alcoholics in my family, so hopefully I don’t become one. I don’t think I will, I’m not that bad.
